Spiral & Escape.

i'm TERRIBLY SORRRY to make all of you relink again, but.
I AM MOVING, (actually i already have)
TO

http://spiralandescape.wordpress.com

see ya there!

PLEASE LISTEN! The Walk by Imogen Heap. (you probably heard it in one of the LIVE EARTH ads.)

Inside-out, upside-down,
Twisting beside myself.
Stop that now,
'Cause you and I were never meant to be.
I think you'd better leave.
It's not safe in here.
I feel a weakness coming on.


Alright then, (alright then.)
I could keep your number for a rainy day.
That's where this ends.
No mistakes no misbehaving.
I was doing so well.
Could we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on.


It's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
Yeah.
No it's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
So that makes it all your fault.


Inside-out, upside-down,
Twisting beside myself.
Stop that now.
You're as close as it gets
Without touching me.
Oh now don't make it harder
Than it already is.
I feel a weakness coming on.

It's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
Yeah.
No it's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
So that makes it all your fault.


Big trouble losing control.
Primary resistance at a critical low.
on the double gotta get a hold.
Point of no return one second to go.


No response on any level,
Red-alert this vessel's under seige.
Total overload all systems down they've got control.
There's no way out.
We are surrounded.
Give in, give in and relish every minute of it.


Freeze or make it forever.
I feel a weakness coming on.

It’s not meant to be like this,
Not what I planned at all.
I don’t want to feel like this.
Yeah.
No it’s not meant to be like this,
It's just what I don't need.
Why make me feel like this?
It's definitely all your fault.


Feel like this la la la la la la la la
It’s all your fault (feel like this) la la la la la la la la
It’s all your fault (feel like this) la la la la la la la la
It’s all your fault (feel like this) la la la la la la la la
It’s all your fault.

Don't let the girl on the cover scare you.
This book has quite an amazing storyline. It's like a Japanese Harry Potter.
seriously, this book has good stuff. ( despite the cover, which looks eerily like the person from JU-ON )
Across the Nightingale floor is the first book in the Tales of the Otori Trilogy, of which the second, third, and sequel books are currently on shelf, and available in paperback(thank God!)

Amazon.com
"The debut novel of Lian Hearn's Tales of the Otori series, Across the Nightingale Floor, is set in a feudal Japan on the edge of the imagination. The tale begins with young Takeo, a member of a subversive and persecuted religious group, who returns home to find his village in flames. He is saved, not by coincidence, by the swords of Lord Otori Shigeru and thrust into a world of warlords, feuding clans, and political scheming. As Lord Otori's ward, he discovers he is a member by birth of the shadowy "Tribe," a mysterious group of assassins with supernatural abilities.
Hearn sets his tale in an imaginary realm that is and isn't feudal Japan. This device serves the author well as he is able to play with familiar archetypes--samurai, Shogun, and ninja--without falling prey to the pitfalls of history. The novel fills a unique niche that is at once period piece and fantasy novel. Hearn unfolds the tale of Takeo and the conflicting forces around him in a deliberate manner that leads to a satisfying conclusion and sets the stage for the rest of the series. --Jeremy Pugh --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title."

really, it's more interesting than it sounds.

theres this two other books, POISON STUDY and MAGIC STUDY, both by Maria V snyder that i'm trying to find. If you know where to get them, PLEASE, tell me ! :)

Fashion show at People's park was a blast : ) Congrats to Fei Bi, Ruchi and MIFFY! Spend your money wisely, haha.
Makeup person ended up making me look like a goth punk (unintended). And to think my description had 'casual party outfit' in it. HA HA HA. Nichigo, on the other hand, looked like a murderous-psycho.killer-vampiric death lolita. (nic, i'll make a scythe and we can fly you straight to Harajuku. I'll tag along for the soba.) Mum took a few photos - i wont upload them though, it's humiliating. Those photos are going straight into the blackmail box. *snigger.*

Heats on tuesday, came in seventh. HENG AH.
toodles.
vann.

You Are The Moon

Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone

You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe

I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky.
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise

wheets, no math for me.
okay, enough running away from typing proper posts. Ga.
Xue Yao's going back to China for a week. And she says she's gonna miss her BAI MA WANG ZI. hahaha. as to who it is, I'm gonna leave it to you to guess. Anyway Xue Yao, i already sent you pictures of BMWZ, so now everyday you can see him smiling at you. You should be a happy girl :] PLUS, i almost got caught by my brother while i was transferring the pictures. Which is SCARY, very very scary. So, enjoy your time in China dear yao-y, and try not to burst out laughing the next time you see Bai Ma Wang Zi.
P.S Try not to send messages to the wrong person again too.
So, in due of Yao-y's returning to China, Sher, Sheryl, xue yao and I went out for lunch.(yesterday, of course). Ate at NYDC, and took an extremely long time too.(Blame the sudden bursts of laughter)
SHERYL AND SHERLYNN YOU ARE FORBIDDEN TO SHOW ANYONE THOSE NEOPRINTS! YOU HEAR MEEEE?



As of 3 days ago i've been turned into a fortune telling prophetic fortune cookie. Bite me. XD

STUPIDITY TEST. that i got from Melinda's blog.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screendoor.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. are you insane?
[x]You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.happens sometimes.
[x] When you were biking, you have ran into a tree/bush/people.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You JUST tried to lick your elbow. XD
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] Your hair is naturally blonde
[x] People have called you slow
[ ] You have accidentally/purposely caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/ eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking. heehee
[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People sometimes shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your"inside voice".
[ ]You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important i just cant remeber what
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was right by you.
[ ] You've woken up in someone else's house and freaked out because you didn't remember where you are.
[ ] You've reposted bulletins because you were scared that what they say would happen to you if you didn't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You tilt your head or make a weird face when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
Stupidity: 14/36

Let's face it. i'm number half-illiterate. Bad at math, to put in nicer terms. Anyway, i still managed to finish until page 174 of the holiday assignments. With mucho help from tuition and nicole. Went to the Marine parade library today. To do MATH. haha. I saw a girl i couldve sworn looks exactly like Lydia. woo,scary. Went to parkway after that, and found this cool new shop in the basement. I bought a guitar pick chain necklace thing. Will post a pic next time. There's this place which sells really cute note pads. There's a 'SHIT LIST' one ( they have blanks for you to write in. Like 'offense', 'revenge plan' etc.), a 'TO ACCOMPLISH' one (there are boxes for you to fill. there's TODAY, TOMORROW, THE WEEKEND, IN THE NEAR FUTURE, POSSIBLY, and SOMEDAY) and quite a few other entertaining and amusing ones.
I CANNOT BELIEVE ALL THE CD SHOPS AT PARKWAY DON'T CARRY ANY STOCK OF 'THE COVENENT'! TT^TT
aw, darnnit.
Anyway, took the bus home from parkway, and being the blur person i am i pressed the 'stop' button two stops early. (the overhead bridges look too darn alike -.-) Realised i was the only one who was 'planning' on getting off so i just got off for the heck of it.

4. What is your favorite candy bar?
The kind with the caramel innards.

5. What are your favorite shoes?
Slippers.yup.

7. What was your least favorite subject this year?
oh jeez, MATH. i'm number illiterate.

8. What was your favorite subject this year?
History. and english.

9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
EW.

11. Name something that's always on your mind?
Song lyrics. I play em over and over again. Now, if only i could do that with geography notes.

12.What is your favorite music genre?
Alternative, rock, punk, indie, contemporary and some pop.

13. Werewolves or Vampires
Both would be fine, but im more biased towards the vampire side.

16. Have you ever made a prank call?
No, but Nigel VB once prank called the girls' room and did the Ten Thousand Birds thing. that mastercard ad. haha.

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
I love all my cds. laugh at em if you will.

18. Are you sarcastic?
Oh, no,nononono.

23. What is your favorite color to wear?
Black, white, green, brown, blue, grey.

25. What color is your cell phone?
Red and white. Nokia.

26. Where is your second home?
Plaza Singapura.

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
I remember accidentally cutting my brother's thumb with the kitchen scissors. nope, no slapping though.

28. Have you ever had a cavity?
SUGAR BUNNIES~! (those clumps of flavoured sugar XD)

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom?
No lamps?

30. How many video games do you own?
Lets see. Golden Sun, golden sun the lost age, Pokemon red, blue, green, silver, gold, Puzzle fighter, Puzzle bubble, Spyro, Spyro attack of the rynocs, final fantasy 8, final fantasy 7.

31. What was your first pet?
A hamster that loved biting my thumb.

32. Have you ever had braces?
Wearing 'em now.

35. Name 3 teachers from your school.
Mr Lim Pia Leong, Ms Gery, Ms Sally Wong

36. American Eagle or Abercrombie?
Onitsuka Tiger.

37. Are you too forgiving?
Well, that ya gotta ask my friends.

38. How many children do you want?
*Dies* For now, NONE.

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
What’s Hot Topic…?

40. What is your favorite breakfast?
I dont eat breakfast. T.T

41. Do you own a gun?
Nope. I wish i owned the Dirge of Cerberus gun though.

42. Have you ever thought you were in love?
With a fictional character? HELL YEAH.

…With an actual boy? Nah.

43. When was the last time you cried?
In the theatre.

44. What did you do 3 nights ago?
wednesday night, i was writing a fic.

45. When was the last time you went to a MacDonald’s?
Two days ago.

46. Have you ever called a teacher mom?
I've called my teacher coach several times now.

47. Have you ever been in a castle?
A long time ago when i was young. My family went to England. And i remember falling down the stairs at the castle.

48. What are your nicknames?
Van. Teddy. Clown. xiao chou.

49. Do you know anyone named Bertha?
I think thats the name of the retarded singing Ragdoll you throw balls at in the arcade.

50. Have you ever been to Kentucky?
does KFC count?

51. Do you own something from Banana Republic?
er, NO.

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Trent Ford. haha, just finished watching 'how to deal'.

53. Have you ever called someone Boo?
Nopeth.

54. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
Distort Reality, Flight, or even better, I'd like to be the Avatar. XD

55. Do you own a diamond ring?
Naw, i do own studded stuff though.

56. Are you happy with your life right now?
More or Less. (most likely less.)

57. Do you dye your hair?
Some bits get bleached by the chlorine.

60. What were you doing May of 1994?
Being a baby. Probably 'goo goo' and 'gaa gaa'-ing.

61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
My brother used to. Theyre all gone now.

62. McDonald's or Wendy's?
Moss Burger!

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Dad..

65. Favorite personality of the opposite sex?
NEJI-like.

66. Are you afraid of the dark?
SUN BAD, DARK GOOD. <3

67. Have you ever eaten paste?
what kind? theres toothpaste, tunapaste, cheese paste...

68. Do you have a webcam?
It's stuck inside the laptop, yeah.

hello people~. I tried updating that day. Wanted to post two videos. BUT. livejournal didnt wanna let me. So, being the lazy person that i am, i just left it as that and let things be. You see, when there's a problem, people try to solve it. I, however, try to avoid it (most of the time anyway). And once again i shall be lazy and just kope quizes. I'm just gonna answer the more interesting questions :]

2. What colour pants are you wearing?
Black PE shorts.

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Teenagers. MCR.

4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
Nope. i'm sitting truckie style.

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
I'd be a striped crayon.

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
The weather today is highly sarcastic.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hmm. Taller or shorter. heh.

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
Sleeping. And touch screen tennis.

19. FAVOURITE MONTH?
October. O.O

20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
FISH. and BANANA. obviously not together.

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
It's supposed to be the other way.d'oh.

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Sorry, i like fruit more.

34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF ?
My alarm clock has been spoilt since last year. After i smacked it and it dropped.

36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET?
*snorts*.

38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
Sappy romance shows. damn right!

39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
half sugared one, half salty one.

40. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
Calbee Seaweed.

41. FAVOURITE CAR?
http://voiture.de.reve.free.fr/BMW/BMW%20M3%20-%202002%20-%2003.jpg
i'd love a car like this. *drool.*

46. RED OR WHITE WINE?
ICE WINE!

47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Went out with Nic and Melinda. (Dragged them to HMV)

49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
"OFF THE F*CKING LIGHTS!"

Thats it with the questions.
toodles, for now.